Friday, January 29, 2010

Facebook. . . yes after about a nine month hiatias I am on back on facebook. There were some issues before about facebook that made me get off of it. Oh, how I missed it and all the friends that I have and not getting to know anything about what is going on. Because we all know that facebook is like the main way to connect with people, find out what is going on, etc. I am not planning on getting addicted to it, but I am glad I can have it back in my life. I already have had friends say stuff about it.

In other news, it has been snowing all day! We didn't end up getting as much as they had originally said, which is good. However, for not icing and snowing last night much we are making up for it today. . . so maybe about six to seven inches total. I took the day off from work, which has turned out to be great! I don't have much time for me these days with everything going on. I have already got to spend about thirty minutes to myself laying in bed, with some hot green tea and a book to read a little. I am starting to reread The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks (right?), it is a sappy story I know, but I am pretty soft when it comes down to it. I think that is actually the first book I bought in Korea and read in like three days in my little bitty apartment before I had TV, internet, or a phone. I probably cried and probably will cry again. When I think about it, that was an interesting book to chose when I first got to Korea to read especially considering how lonely I felt.

I like Nicholas Sparks although I haven't read all of his books and really haven't enjoyed the movies based on his books in particularly. I remember I read A Walk to Remember my senior year of high school because another friend was reading it and suggested I read it too. It was a touching story, but the movie was pretty silly and lame if I recall. The books are much better!!

Last night, I had another weird dream. I was in a theater for a show, not a movie but an actual theatric performance. I had a ticket that someone gave me to sit up in the front, a really good seat but by myself. I remember having a hard time because a lot of my friends and coworkers were sitting in the balcony and I felt weird leaving them. I don't remember other details a lot, but everyone was telling me to get to my better seat and the people that worked there were trying to take me there before the show started and the lights went out. At the end part I remember walking down the steps in front of all these people watching me to get to the really good seat and someone had dropped their purse or scarf in the aisle. I picked it up and gave it to them and by that time the lights had gone out and I saw the worker all the way down by my seat, but it was too late to get there I felt. So, I sat on the stairs in the aisle for the show and felt pretty embarrassed and a little lonely I think. I am not sure what that dream could be interpreted as. . . does it mean that I am scared of success, accepting a higher status and role in life because I am worried of what others will think of me and that they won't want to be around me anymore because I am so high??

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