Going Home. . . .

Yes, you can hear it first on this blog that I will be coming back to the US around the second or third week in October. I don't know the exact date yet, but should soon when I have a plane ticket confirmed. This is really hard for me because I am very upset and sad right now about leaving Korea, but I decided yesterday and told my work to go ahead and get a plane ticket. I have been praying for so long for the job situation to work out, maybe about the woman I have been seeing to become more concrete, and I feel comfortable here. I made it up in my mind to plan on staying and of course right when I do that, that is when God says NO!!

I don't know what I am going to do next with my life. I am really scared and nervous about coming back to the States right now. Maybe I am not American anymore and act more like a Korean person, so people are going to think I am really strange maybe. Plus, I talk like a Korean! It will be an adjustment I think, especially since all my friends are Koreans here. Please pray for me to start preparing for this big change!!

Right now, I am possibly thinking about traveling and taking a trip sometime after I return. I want very much still to go to Spain, but we'll see. . . I only think this now. I can't see myself staying in Missouri for too long at my parents' house or even in the States for that long. I could still come back to Korea, who knows, but maybe try to get my Spanish back in gear and go somewhere with that.

There it is. . . the countdown begins till I leave Korea indefinitely! Only 19 work days for me, my last day is September 28th!!!