My girlfriend has gone back to Korea and got there early early this morning. I leave Monday morning and she will pick me up at the airport when I get there on Tuesday night. My family loves her and they don't care that she is older or that she is Korean, but maybe my parents wonder about us. Why does her family and everyone at church still not know about us?? Why do we have to keep it a secret?? Is it so wrong for us to be together?? When are we going to get married?? Are we just friends or do I really love her and want to be with her forever?? What?? Why can't I pressure her more to tell her family and for us to be out in the especially before she goes to Germany?? Is she the boss??



Yes, it is true I will feel better when her family and other people know about us, but I am okay. I have a strong mind and even if we have to keep this secret forever I can be okay, right because of love?? Love is enough and being together wherever that may be. Should I think more about my family and how they want us to live in America again someday especially if we have children??



These past two weeks when she was here was a very special time for both of us. . . but we still have our obstacles to get through too.