In a Slump. .

I don't know if I am experiencing reverse culture-shock blues or what, but since I have came back from Lawrence especially I haven't felt like doing much or seeing anyone. Not that there are many people here that I am still friends with, only about one person. I am sleeping a lot more, but I still feel pretty exhausted all the time. Food isn't the same, or doesn't taste the same, so I feel like I am not eating that much or I feel too full all the time. When I feel like going somewhere that I want to go, it last for only about two minutes. Then I realize I would go by myself or with my parents (which I don't always want), I don't have a lot of money right now and my parents aren't going to give me any. Sometimes, I think what about getting a part-time job, but who is going to hire me for five weeks before I go back to Korea??

I miss my girlfriend a lot, and talking on the phone twice a day and everything else is never enough or not like being there. I hope maybe she comes in November for a couple of days. The distance sometimes only makes me worry more about our relationship and unsure about everything. I know this is probably normal to some extent, I admire people who can pull off the long distance relationship thing.

So please if you have any suggestions for me about what to do to not feel lonely, sad, or whatever all the time!! Other than that, I just stay at home and watch TV, study Korean or German or for the GRE, read, or go outside sometimes for a walk or with the dog. I pretty much only go out with my parents for lunch or dinner or something.