So, life is still not that exciting at the moment. . .but my girlfriend is probably going to come visit me from October 31st till November 16th. This is kind of a big deal and very exciting! We have had some issues with this long distance relationship since I have came back. Things have gotten better and I am hoping everything works out with the travel plans and such. She got a visa already and has reserved plane tickets on the internet. Anyway, so I am a little bit happier these days and then go back to Seoul on November 19th.

In a Slump. .

I don't know if I am experiencing reverse culture-shock blues or what, but since I have came back from Lawrence especially I haven't felt like doing much or seeing anyone. Not that there are many people here that I am still friends with, only about one person. I am sleeping a lot more, but I still feel pretty exhausted all the time. Food isn't the same, or doesn't taste the same, so I feel like I am not eating that much or I feel too full all the time. When I feel like going somewhere that I want to go, it last for only about two minutes. Then I realize I would go by myself or with my parents (which I don't always want), I don't have a lot of money right now and my parents aren't going to give me any. Sometimes, I think what about getting a part-time job, but who is going to hire me for five weeks before I go back to Korea??

I miss my girlfriend a lot, and talking on the phone twice a day and everything else is never enough or not like being there. I hope maybe she comes in November for a couple of days. The distance sometimes only makes me worry more about our relationship and unsure about everything. I know this is probably normal to some extent, I admire people who can pull off the long distance relationship thing.

So please if you have any suggestions for me about what to do to not feel lonely, sad, or whatever all the time!! Other than that, I just stay at home and watch TV, study Korean or German or for the GRE, read, or go outside sometimes for a walk or with the dog. I pretty much only go out with my parents for lunch or dinner or something.

So, I haven't sat down in a while to write anything for this blog. . . .well it has been about a month.



I am back in America now, well until about November 25th and then I will go back to Seoul for my next teaching position. I am excited about that, but I will miss my little brother's wedding next year. I would like to go, of course, but that might not be possible. It is for my future though and my life decisions.

My girlfriend and I. . . well this is the most complicated relationship ever! I don't know how much longer it is going to go, which is very sad, but we will hope!

Other than that, I am going up to Lawrence tomorrow to see some friends and hang out for a few days. Anyway, so my life is as crazy as ever, so stay tuned. I'll try to keep this updated when I can.

That's all for now ~