Dropping Bombs!

My boss informed me tonight in the middle of a class that I will be leaving soon because my year is almost up in October! But wait a second didn't I sign a fifteenth month contract, so that gives me till December right?? I didn't really get to talk to him about it, but I said is my contract 15 or 12 month, he said 12. That means it will end at the beginning of October ~ ~~what?!!?

I only have three and a half months left on this contract instead of six and a half! I was using that extra three months as a cushion to figure out what is next. I was even sure that after December I would be ready to leave Korea to something else. However, now that I realize that it is so close that I could possibly leaving Korea forever it is quit upsetting and stressful. I don't know if I can leave here yet, after only one year I need more time! I don't know, but I need to decide within the next two months probably what to do or sooner so I can get things in order for what is next for me. I don't know if I can leave Korea though. . . God has really blessed me here and I am just starting to feel comfortable and things are starting to go well and look up and up. . . .

AAHHHH!!!! What will I decide to do???

Stay tuned. . . this will probably get interesting!