Things that Can only Happen to Me.
The title of this blog is one that many of you can relate to because as some of you know there are only things that can happen to me!
Today I went to get my 100% negative results back for my HIV test I took a couple of weeks ago (no suprise there). And let me tell you at the place I went that part is definately counseling style too. Except today I think the woman was annoyed at me for even coming in to get the results which I obviously knew beforehand. She was like, "so you were interested in the testing process were you?" Okay then - and then she was like knowing everything you know now, "when you do become sexually active do you think you'll get tested again?" I was like it depends, but in reality I won't really need to. Then she offered condoms at the end. . . I turned her down for a number of reasons. One being that if I am going to have sex and use a condom anytime soon, I can afford to buy my own and I don't want to lean on a clinic for my protection. Granted some people do and hey and thats great because they aren't going to use protection any other way unless its free and they know about it.
What else? I like a certain girl right now. And everytime I feel like progress is being made to even get together and hang out something happens. I feel like right now we both sense whats up, but are walking in circles. I understand people are busy and blah blah blah but we need to become somewhat of friends before something else might happen. So, right know we need to get to know each other better. Get this we have been talking through messages via computer for a while. Well Sunday night late I guess she sent me one that said, "hey I am having lunch with some people tomorrow on campus at this time. Come if you want." Well of course I want to go, well I woke-up this morning and read that message and was like I half told her my schedule so why is she inviting me to lunch on a Tuesday (my internship day). Well, I messaged her back saying thanks but I can't, not looking at the date to see that she was talking about lunch today. I felt like a complete idiot and saw her tonight and said that. Well she was like we usually do that on Mondays, so you should come next week. I tried to ask her to hang out before then because I want to, and what I was saying really wasn't coming out right or bold enough. I left and was like that was lame, I wasn't iniating as much as I should have. Part of it is you don't want to be rejected. So, I messaged her again when I got home and pretty much said sorry about that today. I would like to try to hang out this week if we can before next Monday. I know we are busy but thats what I want to do, and thats what I was trying to tell you tonight. This is all summarizing and paraphrasing the actual message. But we'll see what happens. . .
Yo termine el libro de amor y de sombra hoy. Una historia linda y tambien triste porque en el fin Francisco e Irene tuvieron a salir el pais. El acto iba muy dificil para Francisco porque el amaba a su familia mucho. Tambien, fue dificil para Irene porque su madre estaba demasiado preocupada en su vida y sus necesidades. La madre iba ignoroda a los sucedios en el pais y la mala dictudara. En el fin la dictudara todavia sostenia todo poder y control. El muerto y el pena continuaria pasando en el pais. El amor entre Francisco e Irene continuaria, sin embargo, estaba formando un gran parte de esta historia. Durante muchos malos eventos y cuando condiciones de vivir son horribles, el amor tiene mucho poder. El poder de amor hace personas quieren vivir otro dia mas. Y tal vez manana, un proximo mes o ano sera mejor que ahora en cualquiera circunstancia.
Let me know if my Spanish is understandable. . . granted I wish there was some system built into this blog thing where it was easy to put the accent marks and stuff on there.
Oh well.
Today I went to get my 100% negative results back for my HIV test I took a couple of weeks ago (no suprise there). And let me tell you at the place I went that part is definately counseling style too. Except today I think the woman was annoyed at me for even coming in to get the results which I obviously knew beforehand. She was like, "so you were interested in the testing process were you?" Okay then - and then she was like knowing everything you know now, "when you do become sexually active do you think you'll get tested again?" I was like it depends, but in reality I won't really need to. Then she offered condoms at the end. . . I turned her down for a number of reasons. One being that if I am going to have sex and use a condom anytime soon, I can afford to buy my own and I don't want to lean on a clinic for my protection. Granted some people do and hey and thats great because they aren't going to use protection any other way unless its free and they know about it.
What else? I like a certain girl right now. And everytime I feel like progress is being made to even get together and hang out something happens. I feel like right now we both sense whats up, but are walking in circles. I understand people are busy and blah blah blah but we need to become somewhat of friends before something else might happen. So, right know we need to get to know each other better. Get this we have been talking through messages via computer for a while. Well Sunday night late I guess she sent me one that said, "hey I am having lunch with some people tomorrow on campus at this time. Come if you want." Well of course I want to go, well I woke-up this morning and read that message and was like I half told her my schedule so why is she inviting me to lunch on a Tuesday (my internship day). Well, I messaged her back saying thanks but I can't, not looking at the date to see that she was talking about lunch today. I felt like a complete idiot and saw her tonight and said that. Well she was like we usually do that on Mondays, so you should come next week. I tried to ask her to hang out before then because I want to, and what I was saying really wasn't coming out right or bold enough. I left and was like that was lame, I wasn't iniating as much as I should have. Part of it is you don't want to be rejected. So, I messaged her again when I got home and pretty much said sorry about that today. I would like to try to hang out this week if we can before next Monday. I know we are busy but thats what I want to do, and thats what I was trying to tell you tonight. This is all summarizing and paraphrasing the actual message. But we'll see what happens. . .
Yo termine el libro de amor y de sombra hoy. Una historia linda y tambien triste porque en el fin Francisco e Irene tuvieron a salir el pais. El acto iba muy dificil para Francisco porque el amaba a su familia mucho. Tambien, fue dificil para Irene porque su madre estaba demasiado preocupada en su vida y sus necesidades. La madre iba ignoroda a los sucedios en el pais y la mala dictudara. En el fin la dictudara todavia sostenia todo poder y control. El muerto y el pena continuaria pasando en el pais. El amor entre Francisco e Irene continuaria, sin embargo, estaba formando un gran parte de esta historia. Durante muchos malos eventos y cuando condiciones de vivir son horribles, el amor tiene mucho poder. El poder de amor hace personas quieren vivir otro dia mas. Y tal vez manana, un proximo mes o ano sera mejor que ahora en cualquiera circunstancia.
Let me know if my Spanish is understandable. . . granted I wish there was some system built into this blog thing where it was easy to put the accent marks and stuff on there.
Oh well.
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